I don’t let people in anymore because all they do is hurt you. I don’t really give anyone a chance because all they do is get close to you and make you think and feel all these things and make it seem like they actually care about you. Next they move on to somebody better and act like you and him/her were never friends or talked or dated. It’s happened to me so many times that I’m too afraid to open up and tear down my walls and let it potentially happen again.

All they do is hurt me and leave me. I let it happen every time, and the result gets worse and worse. All I want is someone who will give me a chance and like me enough to stay with me so I can show them who I really am and I never get that chance. I’ve had enough and I just give up.

I can honestly say that I don’t think I will ever find someone who will fall in love with me. Or even like me/want to be with me.  And feeling this way hurts, a lot.

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